Night number two - off and running!!!

Wow. So much can happen in just a matter of 5 minutes! I need to learn to calm down and not take things so damned personally!!!! Tonight has been going very well (maybe cause I'm working with a nice doctor tonight!! ;) . I freaked out once over something stupid that was resolved before I even had time to stew about it. I felt like an idoit. Duh. 25 years and I still haven't figured that one out. anyway....

Going to my hometown tomorrow - today - whatever. Another big - small town celebration. Joy. I mostly go cause it's important to my Grandma (she still lives there) and to my godkids. I love watching my little Blaine in the games and contests they have - he's such a cutie!!! (Has a mouth like a sailor - 6 years old! - reminds me of his aunt!!!) I enjoy my family and my roommate's family but there are SOOOOOOO many people at these things. So many people I really never care to see again. Every year I go to this dumb thing and every year I have to make small talk. Like I really care. I'm very torn here. I don't want to go - but I know its important to people I love that I am there. God, I hope they all decide to move - SOON!

Yes - the whole - tomorrow, no I mean today, no wait - thing. Working nights is very confusing. More so to other people. For example - right now it is 3:20A.M. This is my afternoon. When I leave work at 7A.M., I will tell everyone to have a good night. I am still on Friday. I know it's Saturday. I just don't care. Night-shifters all understand this. My Grandma does not. One of these days I am going to call her on my 1A.M. lunch break just to see what she is doing. "Well I waited till after midnight, Grandma!" Midnight is my noon. Noon is my midnight. Brenda doesn't get this either. (More than Grandma, thank God!) Brenda is my roommate by the way.

Well, enough bitching. I am tired and hungry. I need to stop rambling. I might write later if I'm bored.

Have a good evening ;)