God, I am tired. Please have them send me home!!!

I was at Grandma's for the weekend with no Internet and I obviously didn't figure out the mobile blogging. I just made an excuse to nobody for not updating my blog daily. Oh well. I guess I was kind of disappointed in myself. I have this HORRIBLE habit of not following through with my brilliant ideas to better myself. Oh, I'll do it for a few weeks. Maybe even a few months, but then I just stop. I don't know why. Fear of failure? Fear of success? I'm really too tired to hash it all out right now. I just don't see why intravenous caffeine is such a bad idea. I could really market that around here. Starbucks! You're missing out!

So I went to the stupid little small town celebration and guess what. It sucked. Just to let you know - I told you so. Ran into the guy who pissed on my tent (long story - I'll explain later) among about 15 other people who make me want to barf and run. Don't get me wrong, I usually am a Love and Forgive kind of girl, but I just don't enjoy being around people from my hometown. The majority are so small-minded, judgemental, and ignorant that it makes me want to scream!!!! I am not the sharpest tool in the shed and I can be ignorantly rude at times, but at least I try. I try to understand other people and learn new things! Oh, I promise not all of my posts will be like this. I need to start posting when I am not tired and growly. And maybe I should skip blogging for a few days to calm down after running into stew (the guy who pissed on my tent). Mean people are such a waste of time. Hating them is too, I realize. I spend way too much time being ticked at that guy.

Too tired to pay attention to typing - try again later.